Am I Ready To....???

We were celebrating the arrival of 2009. Each group had its own way to enjoy. I always respect other's privacy and hence not going to go into the details but it was a typical engineer's party which was full of ..... The fact that this year should be the last one that will see us completely unemployed (we are to complete our b.tech course by the May of 2010 and have no further plan to carry on with the books !!!) was the most driving one. All of a sudden, someone asked me- "Are you ready to deliver in terms of responsibilities, obligations, duties ...?" Although i also have developed the tendency of throwing questions on others but they are mostly like - "Why should a girl reject any proposal?", "How can a lover sadden his darling?","How can a hubby call down his wife?", "What is the proper way to approach a girl?" and so on... I was struck at that time, almost unanswered. After the party, i started thinking on it. I confessed - I always turn irritated whenever i am told to go to the market to fetch household stuffs, I go to the college only to find some particular cheeks, I attend only those lectures which i can't bunk, I give examinations only to get a degree, I see the opportunity of working in a company only as a source of income, I have yet to find out the advice on how to combine marriage and career, I have yet to find out the ultimate goal of my life. Then i came to the conclusion - No, I am not ready to deliver ...