Saturday, August 27, 2011

August Kranti 2011...

Belonging to a family which has deep connection with Freedom struggle (feel proud to say that I grew up listening the stories of my great grand ' pa and grand ' pa 's fight against British), very often i find myself in a situation where I can hardly manage to check my emotion when outpouring of public anger against prevailing system erupts. The news of Anna's arrest on 16th August caused me great distress. But the moment I saw Kiran Bedi singing "Ab Tumhare Hawale Watan Sathiyon" while being carried away by Delhi Police, I decided to do my bit for this movement. I had only heard about public movements but this time I was living it.
Conversations with friends had no charm. The work at office looked too boring. There were no short-term targets to achieve. I was totally lost. But the best, I still had to see. Watching (LIVE) Anna running at Rajghat after 3 days of hunger strike, I am going to cherish throughout my life. I started talking about the movement with each and every individual. I tried to attend as much public gathering as possible to lodge my protest though I always dreamt of being present at the 'Ramlila Ground'.
Today when our parliament has unanimously decided to accept all the genuine demands of Anna, I sense my victory against all those people with whom I had differences of opinion. I feel extremely happy to be a part of movement which saw a 74 year old Gandian's 13 days long hunger strike. It is the hour of crisis, when you come to know about the people. And I am glad that I realised the system at early age. I am in a celebratory mood like entire country and hence won't like to blame (rather abuse) anyone. With due respect to Mr. Anna Hazare and his team-members, i would like to say that Democracy is all about being 'Active Participant' rather than being 'Passive Percipient'. Long Live Anna...

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Rain that never happened...

Wanted to catch the folded paper that you never threw,
Wanted to scent you in the wind that never blew,
Wanted to admire you in the darkness that never prevailed,
Wanted to get drenched in the rain that never happened...

He was ecstatic. His voice were breaking. His eyes were gleaming. I could see him fly. No friend can understand him better than me. I asked nothing as I could sense everything.For the first time, I feared that I was going to be a part of disaster which was inevitable. Sadly, I was right in anticipation.

It's very seldom that I regret any of my decision since I stubbornly follow my instinct. In his case, though I was playing the role of a mere spectator, I was tensed enough to enjoy his first step towards success as I was thinking about the future. Theory may advise us to live in present, but at no stage I have ignored future. From somewhere deep down the heart, feeling came - "What if she says No at later stage ??". Of course I never put this question straightaway, which I regret badly today.Who says "Everyone writes his own script" ? It sounds too funny. It simply consumes the concept of 'unfulfilled-dreams', 'not-achieved-targets', 'unconditional-support' and above-all 'one-sided-love' !!!

Beggars can't be choosers - this is how I look at it. Sometimes we have no other option than to believe that life is a show which is being run by 'Him'-The great puppeteer. We are here to execute commands. Life gets tricked with twisted fortune and we have to accept it with smiling face. Then why don't you understand this my friend ??? Come out of it and start looking at the things with the same perception you had only few days back. Life is more beautiful than the most beautiful creature on this planet. It may be in contradiction with what I have written before, but I strongly feel that if life is a moving river which has two sides, He ensures that everyone spends fair amount of time on both the sides. If your side gets switched, please don't deny the existence of things you have experienced before.

It has been a decade now since I know you and you were never so off-colour. I am feeling very incapacitated as I can only pray for time to pass by faster than it usually does. Hope to see you soon...