Rain that never happened...

Wanted to catch the folded paper that you never threw,

Wanted to scent you in the wind that never blew,

Wanted to admire you in the darkness that never prevailed,

Wanted to get drenched in the rain that never happened...

He was ecstatic. His voice were breaking. His eyes were gleaming. I could see him fly. No friend can understand him better than me. I asked nothing as I could sense everything.For the first time, I feared that I was going to be a part of disaster which was inevitable. Sadly, I was right in anticipation.

It's very seldom that I regret any of my decision since I stubbornly follow my instinct. In his case, though I was playing the role of a mere spectator, I was tensed enough to enjoy his first step towards success as I was thinking about the future. Theory may advise us to live in present, but at no stage I have ignored future. From somewhere deep down the heart, feeling came - "What if she says No at later stage ??". Of course I never put this question straightaway, which I regret badly today.Who says "Everyone writes his own script" ? It sounds too funny. It simply consumes the concept of 'unfulfilled-dreams', 'not-achieved-targets', 'unconditional-support' and above-all 'one-sided-love' !!!

Beggars can't be choosers - this is how I look at it. Sometimes we have no other option than to believe that life is a show which is being run by 'Him'-The great puppeteer. We are here to execute commands. Life gets tricked with twisted fortune and we have to accept it with smiling face. Then why don't you understand this my friend ??? Come out of it and start looking at the things with the same perception you had only few days back. Life is more beautiful than the most beautiful creature on this planet. It may be in contradiction with what I have written before, but I strongly feel that if life is a moving river which has two sides, He ensures that everyone spends fair amount of time on both the sides. If your side gets switched, please don't deny the existence of things you have experienced before.

It has been a decade now since I know you and you were never so off-colour. I am feeling very incapacitated as I can only pray for time to pass by faster than it usually does. Hope to see you soon...